[Lady Rinoa]

Thank you again for your comments and feedback <3

Well, I’ve been meaning to post and since we were just talking about it, Darky, I hope you enjoy this new prose I just wrote recently; is different and I hope everyone enjoys it as well. ^_^


Sorry I’m late…it took me forever to get here. "I know what you mean”, was your expression as your soul resonated through your eyes. Tears no longer held a conceptual substance but just a flow of soft waterfalls in a quiet mountain side. That is where we floated. A beautiful paradise. A secluded haven. Our sanctuary. A place with no dismantled illusions of any kind, no infatuations or fabrications elaborated for us. Just you and I. And so a silent glance to express my sentimentality appears as an epiphany.

Sorry I made you wait. You know of all my aphrodisiacs ways to entertain my life in order forget your angelic face. Why, you ask? Please forgive this neurotic mind, for it has gained impure wisdom in order to get by. However, your innocent love devoured me completely and I was granted the perfect gift. True unconditional love. An emotion forgotten though the ages of time, almost obsolete and yet entwined. Clinging conviction it which disengages reality just to prove how lucky I really am. Such gift frightens me. I long for your kiss and yet fear for this moment to subside as I stand before you with trembling eyes.

I love you...and I realize now that is not a lie. Poignant as it may me, but I am in dire need to release this suffocating chaos that contaminates me. I am no longer bound to the mentality of the almighty Aphrodite syndrome in which always eluded my thoughts selfishly. I plead with the same eyes presented as if stranded in the desert with uncontrolled thirst and about to die.

“I know my love”, it’s the hopeful expected reaction I get as we finally consummate that awaited kiss sealing heaven within our reach.

~Janet~