*screams reallly realllly loud* **** **** **** **** ****!!!! One problem after another, the damn elementary took my life away, ripped me of my self esteem, tore my mind to shreds for my weak little self to put back together alone. One mess after another, my most recent **** up leaving me with a wayward soul to guid under my wing. What is going on with me, why do I want to die!? What the **** did that place do to my mentality. Why do I think things this way or that, why am I not normal!? Why msut thsi wayward soul make my mistakes, why must I be the one to guid it to safety as I fall in my own hole of misery and sorrow? What did I do wrong...? What will become of me....
My heart has been beaten, frozen, shattered, put back together, scarred, and frozen again... the next time it shatters may kill me. I may die... The cold icy water surrounding me, numbing me of all feelings. I feel nothing, not happiness, not sorrow or pain, not even life itself. The only thing I have left to do in this world is to point this soul away from the path I took, to keep it from falling into the same bottomless pit...
My wick grows short... and my flame weak...