I've got a confession to make.

06-06-2007, 08:32 PM

I've been lying to not only myself but everyone for the past year or so. Back in March of 2005 I found myself being flirted with by my then best friend, Jerome. I was pretty drunk and decided to go along with it. To cut a long story short, I ended up letting him ram me up the arse in the school toilets when it was empty.

A few weeks later, I got a tearful Jerome phoning me while I was at home. After interrogating him for a bit, he ended up confessing that he was HIV positive, and had been for the past 18 months before we slept together. We didn't use a condom on that hot day in those toilets, so I was even more devastated! After my initial shock, I went to the hospital the next morning and got tested. I received the results 2 weeks later and it turned out Jerome had passed the infection on.

We spent the entire night crying into each others arms.

That was over 2 years ago, and things are now getting serious. Jerome died back in October, a month after the symptoms began to show in me. I tried to put it behind me and pretend everything was OK. Obviously, this can't be done. Things have been getting worse over the past few months and I eventually consulted my doctor two months ago after people began commenting more on my appearance.

I'm coming to my end now. Nearly all of symptoms have kicked in now, and the doctors say I don't have long left at all, possibly two months at best. I'm now the weakest I've ever been. My weight has plummeted beyond belief and I've not been into school for months now. I thought I could carry on, but I cannot lie to myself anymore.

I've had to get this off my chest while I still have some time left. I've decided that I can no longer waste my short life away on the internet. I have to experience life as best as I can now.

Therefore, I'm sad to announce that I am leaving FFE and the internet in general from now on. I've requested my account be banned and I'm changing my password so even if I am unbanned, I can't make my way back on here.

I'm sorry to leave you all like this, but I have to.

God bless you all,

AIDS Patient.

The Man · 06-06-2007, 08:37 PM

Ugly Casanova · 06-06-2007, 08:51 PM

Nice copy and paste, pal.

Moving this to Spam.

~*~Queen Serenity~*~ · 06-06-2007, 08:59 PM

uh... is he jestin or what?

Dooze · 06-06-2007, 09:05 PM

Hahaha, what a gay.

eXo · 06-06-2007, 09:08 PM

The Dude · 06-06-2007, 09:10 PM

seriously, whoever did that. Don't. We're trying to keep members. Lord knows I don't WoI back and if that happens again, chances are that'll happen.

The Man · 06-06-2007, 09:10 PM

Diamond Roa didn't post this; someone hijacked his account, and I'm not terribly thrilled about it. I slummed it actually, not sure why it's back in public again.

Ugly Casanova · 06-06-2007, 09:13 PM

I was wondering what the **** was going on. I keep moving the thread to spam, only to have it go back to General Square.

Roger Mexico · 06-06-2007, 09:24 PM

well... I lawled at this post

Dooze · 06-06-2007, 09:32 PM

It's a fitting final post to that account.

Ravioli · 07-03-2007, 01:22 PM

I feel silly for crying now.

Tycoon · 07-03-2007, 02:15 PM

Meh. Goodbye person who "apparently" has only one post..hm..

Paine · 07-03-2007, 02:53 PM

see ya.

Finn · 07-03-2007, 03:09 PM

That was an interesting read I didn't care about =D

Jenova · 07-03-2007, 03:47 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ravioli

I feel silly for crying now.

'Sokay, I was going to start crying. From laughing so hard.

Ravioli · 07-03-2007, 03:51 PM

That's what I meant, rly. >_>

...<_<

Jenova · 07-03-2007, 03:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ravioli

That's what I meant, rly. >_>

...<_<

It's all good. Being upset over one's misfortunes only proves you still have a heart.

06-06-2007, 08:32 PM	#1 (permalink)
hijacked, Posts: n/a	I've got a confession to make. I've been lying to not only myself but everyone for the past year or so. Back in March of 2005 I found myself being flirted with by my then best friend, Jerome. I was pretty drunk and decided to go along with it. To cut a long story short, I ended up letting him ram me up the arse in the school toilets when it was empty. A few weeks later, I got a tearful Jerome phoning me while I was at home. After interrogating him for a bit, he ended up confessing that he was HIV positive, and had been for the past 18 months before we slept together. We didn't use a condom on that hot day in those toilets, so I was even more devastated! After my initial shock, I went to the hospital the next morning and got tested. I received the results 2 weeks later and it turned out Jerome had passed the infection on. We spent the entire night crying into each others arms. That was over 2 years ago, and things are now getting serious. Jerome died back in October, a month after the symptoms began to show in me. I tried to put it behind me and pretend everything was OK. Obviously, this can't be done. Things have been getting worse over the past few months and I eventually consulted my doctor two months ago after people began commenting more on my appearance. I'm coming to my end now. Nearly all of symptoms have kicked in now, and the doctors say I don't have long left at all, possibly two months at best. I'm now the weakest I've ever been. My weight has plummeted beyond belief and I've not been into school for months now. I thought I could carry on, but I cannot lie to myself anymore. I've had to get this off my chest while I still have some time left. I've decided that I can no longer waste my short life away on the internet. I have to experience life as best as I can now. Therefore, I'm sad to announce that I am leaving FFE and the internet in general from now on. I've requested my account be banned and I'm changing my password so even if I am unbanned, I can't make my way back on here. I'm sorry to leave you all like this, but I have to. God bless you all, AIDS Patient.

06-06-2007, 08:37 PM	#2 (permalink)
The Man Vi veri vniversvm vivvs vici Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Florida Age: 25 Posts: 3,647 Rep Power: 0	wtf.

06-06-2007, 08:51 PM	#3 (permalink)
Ugly Casanova The Freudian Slip Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: I live in a ****ing trashcan! Age: 21 Posts: 2,055 Rep Power: 8	Nice copy and paste, pal. Moving this to Spam. __________________ So it goes.

06-06-2007, 08:59 PM	#4 (permalink)
~~Queen Serenity~~ The One And Only Join Date: Apr 2007 Age: 22 Posts: 432 Rep Power: 4	uh... is he jestin or what? __________________ http://www.imvu.com/catalog/web_land...serId=13437050[/size] ~~cookies~~

06-06-2007, 09:10 PM	#7 (permalink)
The Dude I <3 Jak Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Scranton. Where the Office is filmed Age: 22 Posts: 2,418 Rep Power: 8	seriously, whoever did that. Don't. We're trying to keep members. Lord knows I don't WoI back and if that happens again, chances are that'll happen. __________________ FFOF Got a question or want to tell us why we suck? Click Here!

06-06-2007, 09:05 PM	#5 (permalink)
Dooze Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Age: 18 Posts: 7 Rep Power: 4	Hahaha, what a gay.

06-06-2007, 09:10 PM	#8 (permalink)
The Man Vi veri vniversvm vivvs vici Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Florida Age: 25 Posts: 3,647 Rep Power: 0	Diamond Roa didn't post this; someone hijacked his account, and I'm not terribly thrilled about it. I slummed it actually, not sure why it's back in public again.

06-06-2007, 09:13 PM	#9 (permalink)
Ugly Casanova The Freudian Slip Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: I live in a ****ing trashcan! Age: 21 Posts: 2,055 Rep Power: 8	I was wondering what the **** was going on. I keep moving the thread to spam, only to have it go back to General Square. __________________ So it goes.

06-06-2007, 09:24 PM	#10 (permalink)
Roger Mexico Senior Member Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: New York Age: 20 Posts: 175 Rep Power: 4	well... I lawled at this post

06-06-2007, 09:32 PM	#11 (permalink)
Dooze Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2007 Age: 18 Posts: 7 Rep Power: 4	It's a fitting final post to that account.

07-03-2007, 01:22 PM	#12 (permalink)
Ravioli Jesus of The Extreme Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: London Age: 18 Posts: 338 Rep Power: 0	I feel silly for crying now.

07-03-2007, 02:15 PM	#13 (permalink)
Tycoon Senior Member Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: Illinois Age: 7 Posts: 525 Rep Power: 5	Meh. Goodbye person who "apparently" has only one post..hm.. __________________ Who in their right mind cares? It is Tycoon!

07-03-2007, 02:53 PM	#14 (permalink)
Paine Junior Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Age: 19 Posts: 12 Rep Power: 4	see ya.

07-03-2007, 03:09 PM	#15 (permalink)
Finn Junior Member Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: South West Age: 18 Posts: 25 Rep Power: 4	That was an interesting read I didn't care about =D __________________ I am the Grand Poobah

07-03-2007, 03:51 PM	#17 (permalink)
Ravioli Jesus of The Extreme Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: London Age: 18 Posts: 338 Rep Power: 0	That's what I meant, rly. >_> ...<_<

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