*screams reallly realllly loud* **** **** **** **** ****!!!! One problem after another, the damn elementary took my life away, ripped me of my self esteem, tore my mind to shreds for my weak little self to put back together alone. One mess after another, my most recent **** up leaving me with a wayward soul to guid under my wing. What is going on with me, why do I want to die!? What the **** did that place do to my mentality. Why do I think things this way or that, why am I not normal!? Why msut thsi wayward soul make my mistakes, why must I be the one to guid it to safety as I fall in my own hole of misery and sorrow? What did I do wrong...? What will become of me....


My heart has been beaten, frozen, shattered, put back together, scarred, and frozen again... the next time it shatters may kill me. I may die... The cold icy water surrounding me, numbing me of all feelings. I feel nothing, not happiness, not sorrow or pain, not even life itself. The only thing I have left to do in this world is to point this soul away from the path I took, to keep it from falling into the same bottomless pit...



My wick grows short... and my flame weak...

Time to let the sun shine in! Well if I was in your shoes I'd just remind myself that I'm about to go to sleep and I will have a dream. And dreams for me are my thing that I look forward to.

Hope things get better.

Dreams only tell of my future. I can somewhat decipher dreams. My dreams point towards my future, always unwritten and bright, yet with a wicked shadow of doubt...

Well for me whenever I think of something before I go to bed I seem to not be able to dream about it. People keep telling me that if I want to dream about something to think about it for a bit before I go to sleep but it's different. I think of it at a Day in the life and sometime, whether it's 12 hours later or a week latr I'll think of it.

Another thing that you can do is to think of something that you REALLY REALLY like and belive that you have it or are there and think as hard as you can. Even defieing reality and you can somehow put your self into a trance to make your self fell better. But don't use drugs. It'll just make you feel worse in time!

everything is getting better, BUT I STILL HATE THE WORLD, DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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BROEM BROEM BROEM

*kills the world by driving over it with a giant jeep*

O.o
*nukes everybody*

*pokes*

I'm sorry, I get cranky when people try to nuke me.

suicide is the answer to everything.

Originally Posted by Exodus suicide is the answer to everything.

DON'T LISTEN TO HIM M'LADY!! It's not helpful at all!

It's been my plan all along. Do we have a poets section? I'll post my latest poem there.

Originally Posted by Lady Yunalesca It's been my plan all along. Do we have a poets section? I'll post my latest poem there.

if we do, please notify me as well.

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So I can steer clear of it :P

Originally Posted by Larsa DON'T LISTEN TO HIM M'LADY!! It's not helpful at all!

When in doubt, go straight across the jugular.